Don't worry hon, I'm never able to do those sudden kink memes either. My fics start off okay, then get too long, then I angst over getting them edited and re-edited. *ggg* I think it just means we put much more thought into our stuff, and can't just churn out fic at the drop of a hat. I don't think this is a bad thing at all. :) Though I'm not saying anything against those who can churn out good stuff at the drop of a hat. It just means we work differently. :)